Bekindalways
Yes it is a heartbreaking story. My heart has been broken by this experience.
It isn't all her (my addict's) fault. She is what she is & has been that way for a long time. I was a willing participant. I did & went along with things against my normally much better judgement.
In the end all I did for her didn't help. I was not able to make her life better. I also totally lost myself in the process. I tried everything & nothing worked.
She didn't have a problem - I had the problem. She loves living her addict life. She could not break free of it even to give her daughter a much better & stable life. This daughter is a very special & gifted kid.
She is in gods hands now.