Hello all,

tomorrow will mark 2 1/2 months. I’m very excited about it. And I’m not hanging on day by day at all the way I was in the beginning. Life has begun to get a bit easier. Easier than before I stopped drinking, and easier than immediately after I stopped drinking. It’s a bit like a weight has been lifted off my chest. That said, I miss it. I do! I don’t miss all the hell that went with it, but I miss drinking wine. I miss drinking wine alone. I miss drinking wine with others. I do. I hope that goes away. I honestly don’t see how it can. I can’t pretend I didn’t enjoy it when I did. Of course there were awful things surrounding it, but I also enjoyed it. That’s just a fact.