I'm 28, I drink about a fifth of whiskey a day, sometimes more or less recently. It's been about the same amount if not more for almost 10 years now every day.
I've quit only two times in the past 10 years and both times were for about 3-4 months at most, few years apart.
Both times I relapsed because after awhile I just think to myself "Why the **** am I not drinking..."
Recently it's beginning to effect my personal life more from my relationship to working (or trying to get/hold a job)
I haven't stopped in at least 2 years now and I'm not sure how my withdrawal will even be at this point.. I'm thinking about going to a facility to aide in detoxing just so I don't die or have severe withdrawal or DT...
Not sure the exact question I'm asking, just need some advice or tips or any help would be much appreciated..
Thank you whoever reads this and/or replies!