It was before I really got active on this site. Even though I was in weekly therapy & told it was very, very
unlikely, I thought I could moderate & be able to drink again. I really disliked my therapist & him being the messenger I just didn’t adhere to his treatment & counsel. I connected with the SR members & finally realized I could never drink again. Also stopped seeing the psychiatrist & have been under my regular doctor’s care for the alcoholism & bipolar disorder. He’s been my doctor for 34 years & is a brilliant man. I’m adhering to his treatment. I trust him.