Condolences on the loss of your friend StellaBlu. I lost 2 of my closest friends I went to high school with to alcohol and they were brothers. One drowned in 2002 while fishing with friends (drunk/high) and the other died in a car accident in 2014 (drunk/high). Both were great guys, I think about them regularly and will always miss them like family. In a way we were, because their family always treated me like family. It could have easily been me as I was right beside them partying and doing stupid stuff for many years. Hell I might have been in the car with the latter brother but I got sober the year before he died and we stopped hanging out together.