Thanks everybody. I really appreciate your support.
It was strange… I had a dream last night that I was drinking. I was really enjoying myself drinking, but I also kept thinking in my dream how much I would totally regret this decision in the next morning. When I woke up, I was ecstatic. It was just a dream!, I realized. Anyway, I want to keep that feeling of sheer joy in the very forefront of my mind. I was so joyful not to have had a drink. That is the real me.