Hey all.
I've just woken up in LA.
Grateful to be sober.
We were talking about alcohol on the flight, I said I dont drink. One person asked me why, I said it just isnt good for me. Makes me depressed. It felt good to just come out and say it. I didnt squirm. Or feel like I have to offer an explanation. No one was that interested anyway lol. I just dont drink. I could never ever say that! So I have come such a long way.
I had a drinking dream last night though. Ugh.
Today the sun will be shining. I am going to see if I can find any AA meetings and then I am going to see if I can get to the beach. Laguna beach isnt far from here. I really want to go.
Good luck today Erratic!!!
Being sober for me is like a bloody rollercoaster. My emotions are all over the place but I am so glad I have never given in and taken a drink because everyday I know I am healing and I cant wait to see what future sobriety brings.
Lots of love.