Okay after thinking it over I can see how me talking about my use could trigger others- sorry guys! I meant no harm. I have been in such an intense journey of health seeking for 7 years with my chronic lyme disease that that has kind of taken precedence over the sober quest-- but I knwo the struggle is real for the quest for sobriety. I will be more aware form now on how my posts may trigger others- really meant no harm and wasnt really thinking about its effect on others when I wrote it but I will do so now. peace.