Cravings always seem to hit me on saturdays but today I am really really feeling it. I’m not sure if I mentioned this it I work with a friend with whom I had a falling out, and working with him always makes me really sad. I feel like everyone dislikes me, an outcast, etc. It brings up every mean thing I’ve ever done in my life. My emotional response is to drink.

I know with my rational brain that it’s a mistake and I shouldn’t do it, but man do I feel close to throwing it all in the garbage.

This sucks!!!!!!!! I wanna ******* scream.