Thank you so much for all of your replies.
I am feeling positive today and still sober and that's how I intend to stay.
I went shopping this morning for the food for tonight.
I don't know if this was meant to happen but after I had packed my shopping in the boot I saw a very drunk guy staggering around, can in hand, unable to walk really. I thought "That was me on my last day of drinking" I drove home, put my fridge stuff away and went back to help him. An ambulance had just arrived so I just came home. Nobody helped me that day.
I know I'm not going to drink tonight. Have a lovely sober weekend everyone and thank you