I'm a man trapped in a teenager's mind.
Hey everyone,
So I haven't posted this week. Shame on me, but well, yeah shame on me lol.
It has been already two weeks since my last binge. From every binge, I learn something new. I am not where I wish I was in my life (especially regarding the drinking part), but I'm much wiser and have more tools to deal with my addiction.
So I have been doing a lot of thinking, literally looking myself in the mirror (chubby but still good looking haha).
Jokes aside, I realized something that was good but painful at the same moment. Even though my responsibilities have increased as I have gotten older, and I kind of have been able to live up to them, I still have the mindset and the mental maturity of a teenager. I'm still an adolescent craving for things that never happened, and probably won't ever happen. A lot of fantasies.
Anyway, just wanted to share that.
All the best,