I still feel a bit sad for you Windy cos I don't believe pots benign.
I'm glad I resisted the urge to go back because I've gained so much from not smoking pot.
I'll never be convinced recreationally smoking pot is more beneficial than not smoking at all.
but...if you feel happy with it all as it is, that's the bottom line I guess.
If that ever changes you know where to come
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