It has been 2 years since I left my exah. 4 months since my divorce. It still hurts. I have come a long way and on most days I keep motivating myself to keep moving forward ... but it still hurts. I still at times look back and want to call out to him and ask him why didn't it matter to him that I left ? But all there is is a shadow. All the memories we made together are nothing but a mirage . The silence haunted me the day I left and it haunts me till today. I want to stop grieving and continue picking up the broken pieces but I keep breaking down. It hurts