Dee; JimmyJ; Tom; Tetrax
Thank you all for your concern; I’ll try to answer you all in one go as I feel quite dizzy and hazy at the moment.
In the past month, my recovery plan looked something like this:
SR (reading, but admittedly shirking posting)
Joined a local SMART group
Practised daily meditation
Made copious job applications
Rearranged my apartment
Cut up bank cards
Gone to bed around 5pm to keep me from drinking
Dropped out of university
However, my desire to drink remained stronger than my want for a sober life, therefore the above techniques were redundant.
Currently, I’m in debt, the family’s gradually turning their backs on me, etc etc. You all know the drill.
Nevertheless, the police referred me to an alcohol treatment centre (it’s not rehab but it’s a good place to start, I think), with my first appointment taking place at the beginning of July. In the meantime, I’m staying with my Mum and keeping clean.
I appreciate you all being here.