I finally went to my first al-anon meeting today. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I immediately started crying as soon as everyone started to introduce themselves to the point I couldn’t even introduce myself. Half our meeting was focused on those who have suffered sexual abuse as kids so I more or less tuned at at that point... I can’t handle listening to it it’s too awful. and now I just feel SO angry towards AH. Absolutely everything he does or says, even looking at me for a second too long is met with a bitchy comment, tearing up, eye roll, huff, or me leaving the room and going elsewhere.
