Originally Posted by
Lpg 
This is perfect and I needed to read this right now. Thanks for sharing this. Had a tough few weekends and has been emotional for me, not enough to make me want to run back to drinking but sure as hell has woken the av.
Im grateful for here to read and think. Thanks
I find summers tough in general. I am securely sober. But I still am thinking of beer a lot, as we prepare to go camping and we relax for the summer. I don’t entertain the thoughts, but they are there. I can honestly say I miss beer in an offhand way, but I don’t miss the death trap of my alcoholism and they cannot be separated.