Thanks Brian.
Yes, I guess to go with her friend could get complcated. Also, to be honest I would really like to meet someone on the same 'wave' about life. Not just one-night-stand if you understand. I have done this too much, in the end you just feel like rubbish, I think maybe her friend feels that maybe she feels good that she can 'steal' her friends boyfriend, maybe I an wrong, but I never met her before so she knows nothing about me, so I think it is just 'shallow' ???
But you say you have never been on date for 15years? wow!- this is really to blow my mind. I want to ask 'why?' but I will not because that is too personal amd maybe you are a deep spiritual person ? maybe you have been hurt too much ? I am guessing and I really dont want to intrude, but I suppose I just want a normal life, whatever that is.