I am really ready to stop drinking. I am in the morning of my fifth day. I still feel very crappy, but that is a wonderful thing. The harder this is the more I never want to go through this again. My last longest period of being alcohol free was 60 or 70 days beginning in November 2017. The people here were so helpful. I am very thankful for this site and most especially the good folks who volunteer their time. Thank you 💕