hi all. Had 208 days sober up till Feb this year , the longest sober period ever and crazily went back on it JUST as I was coming right , after several failed attempts im finally and thankfully back on sober train. I knew before I drank last Feb that I'd have to give it up again but totally underestimated how difficult that would be , I returned to being a 24 / 7 drunk totally non functioning , Plan now is to resume training , not to isolate myself as much , and stay closer to here. Wishing everyone the best and a big thank you to all those here that advised and supported previously.