Not once during college did I make plans with friends that didn’t involve drinking. I felt if our hangout wasn’t spent in my room drinking until we puked, no one would want to see me
Even now I feel as if a huge part of what makes me who I am is missing. But I realize that part was consuming the things I like about myself, and if I didn’t stop there wouldn’t be anything left. My alcoholic behavior DOES NOT make me an interesting and cool person, and nobody wants to make plans with someone who doesnt remember their names because they blacked out!