Thank you all, you are so right. I feel much better today.
Here I am, feeling sick to my stomach for inconveniencing my son, when he has shown absolutely no regard to any of us or our feelings for so long.
Well, I always believe that the universe provides, and I have been stressing over whether to call him or text him next week on his birthday. For almost 1 year, my phone calls go unanswered, and my texts and my e-mails go unanswered, but still I thought about reaching out to him. Now that I don't know his cell phone number, I don't have to stress about that one anymore! Thank you to the universe! And thank you all for your support...got me through a very hard day.