Hang in there. that is the most important part. Ive been drinking for 25 years(all day everyday, 5th a day) and trust me it dont get any better. I'm on my 4th day of quitting finally and it feels good. thats not far off for you. Hold tight. Only you can be the judge but dont be afraid to tell those around you. If they are true friends they will understand and help. It really does feel good not to be all spaced out from booze.