I also feel like this often. I don’t have any social interaction as such can’t remember last time I did anything with friends. I have my chores at home and my children. No I’m not drinking but I get the feelings of wanting to just to feel better. I am angry and bitter about how my life turned out all the drama all the lost opportunities. But yes deep down it’s me I hate for being like this and not being able to deal with life. I feel stuck in a never ending routine wnd totally and utterly alone most days. Think I’ll go see doctor think I’m depressed