Welcome to SR BlueRose! I'm so glad to hear you're putting your recovery tools back to work. I often find myself in a similar position as I work three jobs, recovery gets set aside and my mental health takes a hit. We know what to do and we have the resources available, so let's try to have the best life possible by practicing what these programs teach us.
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty, and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming---*WOW-What a ride*!"