Thanks Amy... my son and I are ordering pizza tonight to celebrate a great mark on an English assignment. I am going for a walk first. I just want my stomach to settle down. He "L" has a really kind and beautiful side but once in a while the ugliness appears. I know it's not my fault but it still hurts. I wish he could just be the good person he knows how to be. I cannot help him but I wish I could save him. I want him to be happy and mentally healthy.