Hi Meadow,
Just wanted to check in to see how you are feeling. You did do the right thing though. I guess when I remember back to when I was "in", I might have been curious as to what he had to say, but he more or less told you he is not equipped to explain. Personally, in my situation that probably would have started a fight. It would be like if you don't know what went wrong, then what do you want, and it would have started a whole "blame game". See, to me this is a whole head game. I think he knows if he just talks nice to you for a little, all is well. Perhaps not, but that is the way I was. I was like, just treat me like a human, (my bar was really low), and I'll be OK. Thing is, eventually, he couldn't even do that. Take a nice relaxing bath, get some ice cream, watch a comedy. Just relax.
((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))
amy