Good going RAL. Ive also got a weeklong holiday coming up and I’m going go use it as a chance to get uninterrupted sleep, plant myself in a cafe or on a beach and read a bunch of books. Binge reading, sleeping, and a bit of walking and eating sounds so nice right now.

my kids are off to their dads this Saturday so that’ll be the time to really stick close. I will not give in. The living sober book says eat something gooey when a craving hits. I will tell anyone trying to persuade me go go out that i still have my kids. If needed i will go get a slice of top notch cheesecake, and ive mapped out 2 meetings for Saturday and 1 for Sunday. This time, i want to enter the room not in shame, but in understanding that just about everyone there has or is thinking about admitting that they just cannot drink alcohol anymore or they will seriously eff up their lives. And maybe just maybe I’ll start asking around for a sponsor.

night all.