Shame and Regret AND grateful to be here, with you
I am struggling with the stupid $%!* I have done since In Recovery!
Most my mistakes center around NOT admitting my disease was here Before a particular drug. My head is a general beehive of ridiculous activity.
There is another way than my reacting.
I think I might be on to something; When I tell the truth to someone before I jump, read some literature by another suffering addict, take a walk, I usually laugh at my stupid instincts & I am Grateful I am clean!
I can always count sobriety as One "done- right- today." No matter what.