LifeChangeNYC: I can totally relate to that too, as I am also more and more coming to terms with the fact that there is no past nor future but only an eternal NOW in which we can practice mindfulness and being PRESENT to what life actually asks of us at any given moment. This is all I am left with too, as my longterms plans and wishes didnt prove to be sustainable -obviously. So I figured, I might as well just relax now and see what life has in store for me still. Which is actually an amazing gift we got with this overall devastating experience, and can thus all be grateful for, for these insights are indeed spiritual and brings us closer to our ultimate purpose. p.s. I know Eckart and thanks a lot for providing those info. I am ver much into that type of content too...