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Old 05-16-2019, 04:48 PM
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wehav2day
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Snooz, congrats on 6 months that’s awesome!!!

Drinking dreams used to freak me out, I’d be hyper vigilant for days after because I feared they meant I’d relapse. Nah. Dropping the ball on recovery is the only thing that can make me relapse. It’s not preordained.

I do t like them, they’re still disconcerting. But we wake up sober.

I’ve had some increased responsibility at work, and it’s also a really busy time. I’ve had a rash of drinking dreams in the last month or so.

I think drinking dreams are now my “out of control” dreams. So instead of not being done with college after all, or having a big public speaking thing only to realize I’m naked, or having all my teeth fall out, it’s drinking.
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