It' still amazing to me how I can think I am so unique in how I feel and then I keep going to meetings, stay sober, listen and share when I'm ready and find that everyone felt the same way. Different stages of life but life just the same. I also keep in the forefront of my mind, "don't drink no matter what." The meetings, steps, recovery, wisdom and experience of sober people, etc. helps me to do this. You are a miracle.