Originally Posted by
MantaLady 
Welcome to SR, I understand how you feel as I used to get very lonely and felt like some days the bottle was my only friend. But it was no friend and like you I got banned from driving whilst drunk. You are not alone, lots of us here have been through the same. I am glad you found us, don’t be too hard on yourself xx
Thanks MantaLady for being with me aside.However I am very sensitive person and living on my own .No extended family and I am so shy to sharing with others.Thinking of its havoc for future I may lose my job,immigration problem,travel problem etc.Could you be a help that how did you get recover from this ?.With love
