Hi Santi and well done on posting and reaching out. I'm sorry about you being robbed, that's horrible.
I've been sober for almost 13 months now and I can say hand on heart that it's the best thing I've ever done for myself. Just waking up each morning with no hangover and not feeling anxious and guilty make it all worthwhile.
I'm not sure what support you have, A.A , etc but you would maybe benefit from joining ' the class of April 2019, you'd then be amongst people who are at the same stage as you and you'll find plenty of support and friendship there.
It's just for today. You can do this. Xx