letsgetsorted:
There's only one way from here, if you want your life to improve. Congrats on the 100+ days of sobriety. That's a good muscle you've strengthened there already. OK so you've fallen off the horse, but you know you can do this and you gotta get back on. The difference this time though, is that you can anticipate for *why* you fell off when you did. You were feeling depressed etc, did you make some nice changes to your new sober life that might have helped with that? Can you think of some nice changes now?
Think of all the things that will cease to be joyful if you do continue to drink... honestly.. you know all this.
And you can strengthen your supports and know now that you CAN walk the path forward, and better anticipate your own needs. You got this!