And thanks for your kind words Guener
I don’t always feel like I’m doing a good job, but I haven’t had a drink despite the AV fighting me on it at times. I think I need to work more on my recovery.
I did want to ask you all something though... do you think it matters that my counsellor drinks? My previous one did too. I have told both of them that I stopped drinking altogether last May because I was drinking way too much for way too long. However both have mentioned since, more than once, having a drink “to wind down” at the end of the day. The current one pulled up at the last mention of it at my last session and said, but of course you don’t drink. I’m not sure how I feel about it. I guess it’s normal for them, but it’s not normal for me. So I’m just a bit uncertain. I just feel a bit detached from them perhaps... I’m not sure, so I’ll think a bit more about whether it’s helpful or not. It may not matter at all.