I want to go home. I don't want to be here. It's loud 24/7 and I'm just not in the mood for it sometimes. I just want to open the door and scream SHUT UP. But, I'd probably die.

its really, really not going well. I had a complete breakdown and cried for like three hours today.

i hate that i hat I asked him for help and he's ignoring me. If I had two wishes they'd be:

our paths had had never crossed, and if someone said his name, I'd literally be like, who is that?

i never bought the house in County that kicked off the downward spiral of my life