Thank you all... I made it another day without drinking.
I am in alot of pain. Emotional pain and physical pain. I can not explain it though. My limbs hurt but not on the outside surface. My limbs feel weak and like jello. It is not muscle pain either, it is just wierd.
I haven't been able to eat well and I am having stomach issues. I am definitely riding all this out.
I truely want to be out of this hell.
I have never wanted sobriety as much as I do now.