got my appointment with alcohol clinic, next week on wed, to meet the staff! not sure how i feel about that as i have been going for yrs, guess they will say they cant help me.
sry having a very bad down day like yesterday, not sure what is happening as i had dinner and we watched a program, then i ended up going to toilet and hub went on computer and i went to bed. not saying goodnight or anything. i had bad dream and he said he had also and woke up grumpy and feeling unsettled. I am not sure whats going on with him we do seem to be living separate lives so i am getting insecure in wondering what to do or what is going to happen. We are supposed to go down to daughter and gson, but knowing me if things dont get sorted i will flip and i wont go down. being uncertain or insecure is a major player in how i become unstable and will be unpredictable and impulsive
sry for leaving this bleak **** x needed to voice on things.
good to see u nichole and viper x