I get it- that he can't really do this right now. I'm not mad or hurt. I understand. I don't think I will hear from him or his staff. Maybe I will be pleasantly surprised. As always, he is checking me on my site that he follows. He is still interested in me and my life from afar.

i have a job interview today, but I'm not feeling well, so I'm kind of just wanting to get it over with at this point tbh.