Hello Renvate
What wonderful messages members send. So glad. Guess compulsion becomes the energy that gets us drinking... currently, I am 8 days off of alone drinking beer in my house (sneaking). I enjoyed it for two years until I didn't. Right now, it seems strange not to drink. But, I am experiencing my former self. Yes, a few days of sobriety are like a rebirth. You can find the strength to give your love.