You know how slippery the road gets when we stop doing the work Press.
Even if you're really down on yourself and other people right now you need to work though that - it's your addiction pulling you back in.. Your inner addict knows those kinds of feelings coupled with inaction on your part has meant drinking in the past - but it needn't end that way again.
Go to a meeting (or two) Call your sponsor. Get out of your own head a little and help someone else. Whatever works.
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