ConfusedGuy -
I understand why you feel sad. I would, too. I'd be beating myself up. So I get it. But try to get past that as fast as you can. You know what you need to do in order to give your poor liver its best chance to heal. Take care of yourself. You're getting the chance to change things up and take charge of your health. And, yes, feel good that you stopped in time. Not everyone does! You can stay sober. You MUST stay sober, if you want that abused liver to get better.