If you mean handle seeing the dr? be honest and open - leave nothing out.
If you mean handle your sadness at not having children?
Apart from the Big Bro idea...you said above you felt empty - looking to a kid to try and fill that emptiness might not be the healthiest of solutions.
I had to look deep within myself and find out where my emptiness came from and then try and work out ways to fix it..healthy ways, not just drinking or drugging at the symptoms..
It's a damn good topic to have with a doctor or a therapist.
You said you want peace and love - I think you can find those things, even if you're not a parent Jeff?
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