Drinking dream
I won't go into the details, but I had a dream where I was drunk last night and woke up so upset. I had upset friends in the dream by my drinking and felt so guilty. I think I laid in bed half awake for several minutes hating on myself for relapsing before realizing that it was a dream and that hadn't happened.
I've been stressed about other things going on, so I'm not all that surprised by my dream. It really shook me up, though.
Good news, it WAS just a dream and I still have 3+ months sober. Feeling good about that, even if the rest of life is a little wonky right now. Better wonky sober than drunk, for sure.