My first few sober days I felt the same way. Having to be sober and look in the mirror and see the damage I had done. However, after only 28 days I look so much better. Bloat gone, better skin, more clear eyes. It really doesn’t take long to see improvement on the outside and the inside. I’m still significantly heavier then I was before this last “binge”(which is almost a year of daily drinking) but it isn’t taking long to start looking and feeling better. I’m cheering for you