Originally Posted by
eachdayanewday 
Like Im going through it alone.
You don't have to go through recovery alone, unless you choose to. There are recovery programs. You said in an earlier post that you "weren't ready for meetings yet."
How 'bout now?
You can put down the drink, but it isn't going to necessarily make you feel better. Abstinence isn't recovery. You have to learn to live and love the sober life. AA and the 12 steps are one way. There are others.
Please be proactive in your sober journey.