Just checking in! - It is 21:45 here and tonight I will make day 3.
Feeliing lot better than Saturday, slept a LOT today, but also I am seeing doctor tomorrow for blood test. I decided I want to do this and whatever the results are I will not drink. But of course I am worried.
Also I did some cleaning, not much but it is a start. Washing machine going most of day while I was sleeping. Ate some food in the morning and just ate some yoghourt and some chocolate.
And tonight at 03:00 I make day 3 !. I still have some pain and I am not afraid to say I am scared of having tests. Also getting hot and cold a lot, shaky-ness has seemed to settled, and felt really low for a while today. But now Im feeling positive. I found there is an AA meeting at weekend, I will try this - if it is not for me then I have at least tried it. I am going to try and add 6 things every night to the gratitude list I have. I've learned so much in a few days from people here, and I know if it wasnt for you then I wouldnt be here now.