Well, you sound pretty well grounded to me, it's just a matter of doing what you need to do to stay abstinent. I'm an atheist, and I don't attend AA any more, but it did help me in the early times to get my feet onto dry ground. If there are things in the meetings that are helpful to you in your recovery, that's great; it not, and you need the face time, there may be other group meetings more suited to your thinking. These forums work pretty well for me in that, but if I needed face time I wouldn't hesitate to go to our AA group in my town. Whatever winds keep your kite in the air, that's what I'd follow.