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Old 03-24-2019, 07:00 PM
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Free2bme888
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Oh my goodness! My AV has been talking to me too! What the heck is the deal? Is this the one year stretch where we start romanticizing and forgetting? So today I had a great day I drove to a town 100 miles away where my landlady is moving to and I also met a man that I met online who lives in a ski resort town and he does not drink at all. He seemed very nice and we talked for about four hours. Tonight when I got home I looked at a video or two that I made an early sobriety re-counting some of the horrors.

On May 5, 2018, I made a video because I was four days sober at that time and I recounted it the night before I put tiny little bottles of booze in my purse and I told the kids I was going to the store. But I was really intending was to drink them in the parking lot and then come home so they wouldn’t know what I was doing. And only by the grace of God I put them back and I gave them away the next day and I did not drink. Unfortunately I did drink about 18 May because my boyfriend came over and offered me wine and I partook of it . Before I knew it and we could go and buy where i drink almost a bottle of wine every day.

And then I actually did it. I went three days sober and then another four days drinking and then I stopped on May 28.

And one of my early videos on May 5 I said my goals are “to love myself, to respect my body and to be free of the chains of addiction and I will get there I know it“

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