Originally Posted by
wheekie 
I'm sorry you're feeling this way.
I appreciate the concern but I think my post was perhaps not written with the best clarity. I feel great. Growth hurts right? Good things take work. Life is not a bowl of cherries, nor do I want it to be.
The moments of peace and transcendence that come with the the work that sobriety both requires and then engenders are some of the highest highs I've ever felt in my life. Clouds passing over a city sky, my baby's snuggle, just a simple breeze that I can feel in a way I never had before when I was drinking.
Many good things in life come with luck and happenstance, but it seems to me that the best things come through work.